In April I made around $15k totoal included RB however at the begining of May I've played 12K hands, its break-even.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I know in mind that it's probably common for regulars but Im just hardly to believe that. Very frastruted. Plus my personal bio-clock work reversely right now - I really hate myself.People always need to look forward. So I need to make plan for motivating myself even if there are only 20 days left in May. I have some long term and short term goals which I want them to be accomplished in a given time frame. Alright, let's start off:1. Look for an apartment: I am so fucking tired of living with another person who I don't want to even say one word to. I've been very passive treating this thing since all arrnagement has been made by my wife. I do have...